Saturn transiting the 10th house: Meet the parents
19 November 2009 5 Comments
I wondered what the New Moon in Scorpio (in my 12th house) would throw up from my unconscious (Neith shares an amazingly frank experience on her blog). With Saturn in my 10th, Uranus in my 4th and Pluto in my 1st, I have been busy looking out for career, home and self issues, but forgot (or repressed) the fact that the 4th and 10th houses also deal with the influence of one’s parents (see this very interesting chart).
I have been reluctant to talk about ‘the parents’ in therapy, having always addressed my issues as an autonomous agent. I may have to face ‘the parents’, at least the ones residing in my psyche, after all. Bleah.
I don’t want to go into any detail here — mainly because recounting it will just make me more annoyed — but I don’t know at what point it will be possible to reclaim my life without having to account to them, and the worst of their fears and projections. Of course, my own projections are at work too — they are who they are, but how their effect on me has been internalised is what I shall have to take responsibility for.
I think my mantra for Saturn transiting the 10th house (and Uranus transiting the 4th) may have to be:
I am not responsible for your paranoia.
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